My arms ache to hold you tight again
I fight back the tears now as then
My eyes have shed those millions of tears
That still continue after all these years
My eyes shed tears to see you once more
To see the beauty of you that I so adore
Why do I still tremble at the site of you
It’s just that I love you through and true
It was only yesterday when I saw you
It seems that there is nothing I can do
There is nothing that I can really say
To remove all the pain and take it away
Everything for us has so radically changed
And through it all we have become estranged
And there is nothing more that I can do now
But just to keep going onward no matter how
You were unable to understand what occurred
As time went on and on it became so blurred
I changed so much I don’t understand myself
And then you couldn’t comprehend it yourself
I tried to explain things that I did not know
I had all these feelings but where did they go
I do not know who or what that I have become
My head is so full of so many things it’s numb
I am now somewhere wrapped inside my head
And there is now so much confusion and dread
I cannot control what is going on or even comprehend
What it is that in my head that I must now befriend
© Written by J.D.B.Hamilton
(Final Draft3-2007)